once you’re a cutter, you’ll always be a cutter. you’ll always have the scars, and the instinct to cut whenever you’re feeling down or had a bad day. no matter how much time has gone by, you will still go back to it, even though you know its not healthy. even if you can fight the urges someday, you can’t change the thoughts that led you to pick up a blade in the first place. and if you don’t change that way of thinking, you’ll keep going back to it. besides, no one fully recovers. you can’t completely recover from something you did to yourself.
(Source: idkwhatelsetodo, via c-untfucker)
